Life is generally oki. ppl are loveable. although there are still ups and downs. BUT I have this feeling that I am in the dumps. WHY??? Is it due to my sinful nature? most of the times.......... I felt like just breaking down and cry, I felt like I was fighting a war alone......... however, being older adds on to this feeling. ppl ard expect more if you are older. they think that we should be mature at all times, not to whine and most importantly setting good role model for the young ones....... theorectically we should....... but we too have our own problems to deal with........

feeling really tired now...........