Dropping By....

Is been sometime since I last blog....
Lots of stuffs happened.....

It suddenly occur to me "亲情的可贵" which I finally realised a few weeks ago. how can I have such selfish thinking? Being frens, family and relative are all 缘分. and I forgot the importance of it..... I always thought that with me or w/o me, it does not make any difference but I am absolutely wrong.
So I have decided to chop chop finish my PhD and faster go home.

This decision actually perfects my last post. 现在就只能在远处的一旁看着他。找一个我爱和爱我的人，真的有那么难吗？

Grandpa, Rest in Peace. You will always be in our memory.

在远处看一个人也是一种幸福

喜欢一个人， 非要在一起不可吗？
我认为如果只是在远处一旁的看着他就足够了。
我知道很傻，旁人也看不下去。
但是以其造成他的不便，我认为不说出去会比较好。
喜欢的人得到幸福，自己不也很幸福？

这对我来说已经足够了。

Happy Birthday Singapore

Happy Birthday My dearest Singapore =)

Really fortunate to call myself Singaporean. No matter where I am, I will remind myself that Singapore is where I belong and is my root.

This is home truely where I know I must be.

Life is generally oki. ppl are loveable. although there are still ups and downs. BUT I have this feeling that I am in the dumps. WHY??? Is it due to my sinful nature? most of the times.......... I felt like just breaking down and cry, I felt like I was fighting a war alone......... however, being older adds on to this feeling. ppl ard expect more if you are older. they think that we should be mature at all times, not to whine and most importantly setting good role model for the young ones....... theorectically we should....... but we too have our own problems to deal with........

feeling really tired now...........

Pictures Speak A Thousand Words

Some Pics from my birthday ^^
The day that I turned 25. do I look like old hag? hopefully not -_-



The gals from 402 and 419


The guys


Extra?? haha acting emo


Batch starting from 2008/2009


2 young and 2 old haha = oops they were my senoirs hehe


so so very happy. In midst of the hardships and unclear results. I am just so thankful that I have these wonderful ppl around me that provide laugthers and comforts.

One Quarter Century ^^

yup I am officially one quarter century year old last friday. have a memoriable day.
Thank you so much for the messages from my love ones. was so surprised to received birthday msges at 12 am on the 26 of June. *happy* muakie love you gals alot.

I celebrated my day with my labmates. korean fusion and Lindts after were yummy ^^ finger licking good
Love the presents, jacket and jurlique products. muakie love you guys and gals.
who say Phd students are geeks? we are the cool ones haha =)

this year's birthday cakes from labmates and church frens were "hazel nuts choco cake" is really good, delicious to the max.

Love you all alot. Thanks for making this day so special for me.

just finished my first year review, going to watch transformer after this woohoo =) *delighted*

Almost Forget

in the midst of suffering..... when I think that everything just seems to go downhill.......... I would always almost to forget that I have the greatest gift on earth that is "the love from God" because of what Jesus has done, I could turn to God for prayer. talking to a brother in christ this morning is definitely encouraging. he told me that whatever that is happening, God is always by our side. and he knows everything and what we have been through.

Although things seem to not turning out well and most of the time, seriously I really thought of giving up. I will always ask myself to look on the bright side that I have my love ones around me that truely love and support the way I am *you guys know who you are ^_^* I am really thankful for that =)